Lover, Key to a Hidden Door

It was eleven past four,

I parked my car in the Lovers lane.

loud banging on the door, like the resounding pain and loss,

when her dream and my desire, once again collided and missed each other.

She isn’t behind the door. Now it’s just me and the empty house.

A key fell from the door crack.

There it opens, and a song goes:

You are initiated,

into the invisible layer of life occurrence, your glorious fate ongoing,

The real initiation is the natural process of the universe unfolding itself to you,

like lotus opening petals, cloud open layer upon layer.

The ladder, extended, a secrete between you and life.

Only at the moment when you both deem so, you were given keys, for doors after doors,

of a path that you chose.

On that path I walk,

I am human and beyond.

I am human and beneath,

I travel long ways, from two ends,

as the white dove descending,

as the red serpent rising,

I am the lover, twins in one.

On my way growing down,

life through me, cascade like lotus,

on my way growing up,

I through life, open like rose.

Merge, part

from the beginning of life, in countless lifetimes,

evolution intertwine.

When the time is right,

I will meet you at the center of the cross.

When the timing is right,

I will meet you at the border of sky and earth.

2022 8 22 4:11

it’s raining cats and dogs in Austin

Integrity

为什么音乐和影像能表达语言说不出的感受

因为语言的精髓在于休止

它只能讲述片段的结论

它不能喋喋不休,字越多越单薄

情感如山海

音乐是同样的波形

它可以像海潮一样滚动

它可以像管风琴在教堂的穹顶回响

从内部世界到外部世界

听见灵魂里的声音回荡在物质世界里

没丧失分毫的共鸣音响 高远空灵

解情感漩涡最好是把这能量导入到创作上去

情感和艺能是同一种能量的两种表现形式

人和能量无非是自控和被控的关系

它是才能,用它比避开它要顺应天命得多。